I have my secrets

I'm on the road getting sober ask myself is the good times over I need a vaca month or longer I need a drink to enjoy with my lover I need a plan that's working for me I need a plan to be free trust me I have been searching the key is to keep believing where will I be if I can't keep moving how can I win If I keep on loosing times can be tuff and it's not what I'm choosing I need a little bit of hope or something I need a way I can keep on dreaming I need to try need to keep on living time can be precious but also go missing I need tel someone I'm feeling I have my secrets I have my problems packed in to piels packed into boxes I'm feeling sad yea I'm feeling anxious sometimes my mind is feeling absent