Open Letter

this is my open letter dear whoever I apologize if I made anyone feel I thought I was better but if know me you know I would never if i break it I mend it if you break it forget it but none the lesser I'm relieving this pressure //as I pick up the pen//wit hiccups again//feels like a trend//thoughts wit no end//suck it up as a man//words from my head to my hand//but its part of my plan....spew venom in ink tell stories of everyday things the way my demons make me think// I'm outta mind // on top of my grind// shattered inside//makin it cry crying out for help see the pain in my eye its my open letter my open letter ... no envelope never signed sealed and finished only air mail my unfinished business... airin it out//outta my mouth//war wit myself// heir to the throne //hair tearing it out.. just give me a minute this is my open letter my open letter... my mind runs rampid a notebook of my thoughts unanswered questions I ponder and can't control that spread like cancer ... I'm at it again//doesn't matter to them//back to the pen//fact of it is//that I'm practicing bliss... In my open letter this my open letter .... pops gone turned to dust put in a urn it must hurt after i learned the way you cared about us like the U in trust the C ine care cuz you i love so iwill share in my open letter this is my open letter.....I'm spilling my guts// sharing my thoughts// the pain in my heart// that nana don't remember... gettin shoved and pushed when push come to shove my gramps a contender showing us love through sickness an in health always forever marriages worthy member for worse or for better so I'm givin it up showing my scars thoughts inside of my open letter this is my open letter ....sincerely yours YUP.....