why?

wake up in the morning and i rub my my tired eyes life is moving fast i don't see it zooming by always seekin extra time but everyday im always workin and im startin to question why why do i even try all these questions in my head why do i even try see i was just a teen always smoking the green its the only thing that seems to help with my anxiety so im packing that wood but i don't kill no wood when i burn down the trees no stems and no seeds only burning the leaf im tryna find me some peace get rid of the stress understand that your blessed you know I'm manifesting so i say im up next you probably think your the best but your music is trash you dummies chasing hoes I'm just chasing a bag baby momma did me dirty other left me alone now i got two daughters and im making these songs and just blowing that strong (im just tryna be a better man than i was before and the ones that were before me)