emotionally torn

my niggas started switching had to trust last girl ruined the love so i stay to myself really love this one but thts why will get u layed down im stuck in my ways banging its to hard to love feel like i can't earn the trust or the respect but tht will catch u a bullet to the neck neva let the fame get u but that money will change and flip u grind till i make it out i'm doin this for the city swear imma put it on the map. see my uncle nm he dead and gon live it up i take meds and sip the pain away i had u from the start my homeboys always find a way to the grave ima a change our ways but i'm ready when it's my time this life will get u gon before ur really time but i live in prime time not die on imma shoot from the 3 or line like curry chase it get it in a hurry i'm done this the last sad song long live my niggas started switching had to trust last girl ruined the love so i stay to myself really love this one but thts why will get u layed down im stuck in my ways banging its to hard to love feel like i can't earn the trust or the respect but tht will catch u a bullet to the neck it's so hard wit all this pain so i imma keep this drink wit a dirty k thts juss how i live don't wanna end it but it's like my life is goin up the hill i can barley take it i swear all you ppl u call ur brothers will fake it and use u until they make it i know it's snake ish but thts how it is my bros walking round trynna hook up, but it's not time to say what's up, it's just time to get down in school with them books up, getting money leaving me out he ain't die bet you real lucky, but i need hoe to be with and talk to bet that's real funny, i need someone loyal and kind it don't matter if she ugly, she gon be my queen i'll be her king we gon be so lovely,