ways to pull though

Beezybo54 stay in a mood cus I be indecisive don't know who ta turn to but il never let another bitch tell me what to do most days so lonely thinkin should I stay maybe move trying to hard not to think of u. really miss u by my side just send me the word I'd fly away with u if I had a million dollars hand it over in a second just to share another min with you cus every thug need a lady like now really what the fuck do I do my life feels jacked bumpy gravel like it will never be smooth heart stays sick like a stomach with the flu been apart for a year like time had wings like a bird to a sky it swiftly flew nothing seem to help not weed. not pussy or even a brew i guess my life a movie at the end like the credits just scrolled threw did me so wrong but can't seem ta find a single way of how I couldn't love u mind really stuck like a lifted truck 4 wheel drive in mud but it won't pull threw everyday a waste of time tryin ta live a life here every moment that I gotta be in this world without u not knowing what I want an you'll never give me the time ta even let me find the words that I'd say to u try ta make a new life maybe even a life or two is how I feel on the daily steady through an through rather burn in hell smoke blunts with devil then ta even want to go ta haven now that I can't go there as two cant get back together so im more then over this bullshit life matter fact im through only regret. that IL never get to say good by or how much the word love don't even express how much I truly was so in love with u I'm out. chek chek Boom!.