lonely hearts -broken hearted begging of where it started lexi n tony I no u are both broken hearted n lonely it's not ur fault at all the way everything played out all the screams all the shouts all the times ur lilo faces had that look of doubt didn't no if mommy n baby sisters were coming or going never knowing hearts are still lonely time Flys by too fast now ur young adults ........ as I look back I. time u were in diapers barely learing to clime off da couch I'm sorry my stress was expressed as a grouch the 2 or u never deser6 all the pain I caused that day n evey day all cuz mama.drove daddy insane I need help in my mind my life has twisted up inside u both are so brave ur my hearts 💕 I knew that from the very start i pray for the day i can sit n truly explain lord i never meant to cause my children pain 💔 I sit n my thoughts I get lost in my Lonley1 never knowing if I can make it up 2 the both of u I just pray everyday for God to lead me the right way back to u one day I keep faith ill have my fantastic 4 I need to restore I guess I feel I'm rotten to the core ........