Salvation

i think i bout damn near lost it all this time ... all of my damn sanity...damn it... bout damn near damned me... back here... standing lost in. this trap of death again... with my head to the sky as if im seeking heaven ... as i should b bug im just on the look out for the damn police... cuz im dead wrong.... i think.icursed my soul this year dealing cocaine...i think i became a damned hellion a damned demon.. N I dont think the good Lord gon come n save me O good Lord come n save me N I don't think that the good Lord gon come n save me cuz im way too affraid of way too soon goin to hell fire that im back here standing in this alley way wit a revolver filled with fire in my pocket... n i dont think that its gon but send me to hell fire way too soon for my ❤️ to bear anyhow ... cuz lately i been feeling so far down inside this year that i wana do myself in say more than to protect me n burn my enemy up with it who wana shoot me I think.the real enemy really b the devil i keep getting confused with these faces of my thugs tjat keep tainting me wit bloodshed... wherein this trap of death im caged whetein.... N I dont think the good Lord gonna come n save me O good Lord come.n save me n i don't think that the good Lord gonna come n save me cuz lately i been letting my demons make me out into a damn damn damned demon... n i aint been praying to Jesus to conquer the true enemy the devil... n i dont think the good Lord gonna come n save me O good Lord come n save me n i don't think the good Lord gonna come n save me cuz lately i been in way too many warfares with these thugs taunting me with blood shed wherein this trap of death im caged wherein... ni been forgetting all bout God n seeking my own vengeance n i dont think the good Lord gona save me o good lord come n save me n i dont think the good lord gon come save me cuz lately i been needing money just to damn badly n i been losing all my patience... n satan tho he stealing all my heart n soul keep the money coming quickly Before i leave here i hope to God ifind the strength to seek Jesus deliver me from all these homicidal- suicidal demons o good lord come n save me n i dont thik the good Lord gonna come n save me O Good Lord pls save me