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man took us out like it's like I had this epiphany the strangest Revelations coming in a darkest symphony I'm trying to walk the line but the devil keep on tempting me my friends only need me when it benefits them ain't nobody missing me about to put my dividends in haters be stuck in they jealousy cuz I see a bigger picture than them now they telling me would I break the hands of time just to relive it all again the once was a time when living was all I did now they try to block my shine because I'm different from all of them I never stop dreaming because dreaming is all I did I just want to make a life and have some things for my kid maybe one day have a wife that don't cheat with other men days go by and I wonder why so I testify but constantly judged and objectified let em lie there's only one looking down sitting high hes the highest of the highest and if he ask so am I people quick to judge a book by the cover but who they talking to they could be trying to pass judgment but the judges who they talking to so i walked through the valley of death with my shadow there was a needle in my veins the death was sad and slow thank God I made it out that's why they call me Rambo fighting in the war cuz I'm a soldier in the battle and sometimes I got to fight back tears I've been kind of lonely these past couple of years but now I'm about to be myself and conquer all my fears And put the life to my dreams and prove them all wrong when I see the look on their faces when I made it and I call Mom and tell her that his son finally made it in the long run all I want to do is make my family proud I know I'm the black sheep but I never meant to let them down and then after that I probably have more friends that will actually call back just be there for the company and actually have my back I'm trying to bring some light to this darkness before I fade to black I remember living in the trap selling sacks damn I really miss my homie skinny black taught me how to move and when to fall back give me a place to lay my head when I least expected that everybody ain't your friend but they still going to respect your ass loyalty and brotherhood to be trusted but not misunderstood the only time I want to be there is when the getting good but if I was down and out broke I'll be all alone I've been there once or twice nobody call my phone it's crazy in my life I made it through hell that's my testimony it's true give it up to God and my savior came through this i can tell Your never too lost to come back to yourself