#OnlyHuman2 #NewEraSuperStars #Challenges #Pain #Suffering #Lost #Hurt #Family #Peace #Times #forgive @moderator_en If I can rewind time, when it was just us and mom outside. going places, hanging around, stopping at different towns. taking pictures, to pass time, ooh how I miss yall now. just can't clear my mind. feelings, spilling, heart hurting, crying inside. ups and downs getting tuff. wiping my eyes. is that enough. then it hit me. alone wating for signs from the highest in the sky's.rain fallen down. no one wanted be left behind. broken soul walking those roads. need peace, sit back and think. pages, chapter's, written for stages, we were after,reminsing laughing, have you ever lost someone that was so close. wish they were still here. keeping my head clear and high. it's hard! to come by, laying flowers at there grave sites. believe me. knowing things will get better. just not easy, so much we all didn't finished. how do I move on, when face with endless storms. this journey never ends. every step I take, being left with hard steps to embrace. right now! just want a break, get up and go away, escape, carried burned and weight. still didn't heal with the lost of my mother 6 months later. spoke to grandma that night at the hospital. she was doing just fine. the next day, she passed away. until today. grievance, barley sleeping. concern is there reasons, why? loves ones keep leaving. being hit with so much, did god really need them. they say god don't give you what you can't handle. so damage, really wanted Manish, be a voice for them and others that's in same challenges. being honest and open is lot on my shoulders, can someone hug and hold me, just for a moment. Start the process of closure, going, more news to a sad story. take a leap into faith.hope 1 day it'll all fade. looking for something that's not the same. everyone has a date, they'll escape, from misrey and pain.