fuck how I feel

I look at myself an my health I guess I look like Im in need of belp becuz 9I can't do this all by myself Yet I set sail thru hell Can Cha tell A native failed an is not doing well owell it's a done deal fuck how I feel mines well chill an stack Bill's climb hills yet I still 'manage 2 avoided jail because the cell well drive insanity to cast a spell once I hit the cell I cannot bail this unholy hell of trail I walk owell I'll just enjoy my pain since i cannot kill the only thing still real it's a done deal mines well chill an stack Bill's climb hills spinning wheels never neal