(SH3 T😭LD M3)

I remember the time back in day when I skinny little nigga Hanging on block wit folks nem ditching school Acting a fool moma steady tripping about my education all she ever wanted was for me to be somebody checking in my bedroom but i was never there streets had me hook became a career crook Said to myself fucks some books 📚 i choose to sale dope And my first year of highschool was my first time shit was crazy doing time feeling like i failed burden getting heavier shit got deeper as i got older carrying the on my shoulders but what my moma told me hard head made a soft ass remember talks that me moma had now she gone i miss yah moma wish i can hug you hold you kiss you wishing that i can turn back the hands of time feeling lost in white mans world 🌍 Smoking weed, and drinking Hennessy to ease the pain ask God for no more rain Can't believe how i lost my nephew to the streets didn't see it coming Asking God why ,why did BA Have to die at night 🌃 i sit alone in my room just thinking with tears 😭 in my eyes 👀 I know my sister heart would never heal But she a figher Too many Questions But no answers The systems corrupt How. much could we take Races faces black Brothers steady dying black on black crime now it's time to fight for what's right not against each other Greatful for another day and pray 🙏 i see my grandkids grow up these children today is our future What living for I don't know but i remember What she told me It will be days like this where she'll be dead and gone