“Soul Spread Wings” ❤️‍🩹 Pt.1

(Huge)(PartLifeStoryBelow) “not” for Faint Of Heart read at your own Emotional risk ⚠️. But this is what I don’t tell Anyone. “This is a part one” of #SoulSpreadWings part two I’m gonna work on Soon. but I just need a mental break I’m risking years of therapy honestly. be “warned” it’s about to get really dark i have “Major PTSD” From this part of my life Staying Strong With Just THC and Music I’m In N.Y. ⚠️ “Let’s just Say I lost My Virginity at 12.. it was not willingly.. He’s Still in Prison. Ex Brother in law.. But there’s a statistic that when that.. Happens.. to someone.. it, can happen again+.. I went through 3 more incidents.. between 3 more People.. through Out my Years. With the Kingdom Hall Covering it up of how one of their Elders Got too Touchy.. I Was A Jehovas Witness at the time.. through adoption Made me loose hella Trust.. How I’m Still alive.. Honestly, I’m not.. I’ll never feel the Same ever again. And I literally feel my health Decline every Day Feeling this way. So I Cherish everything.. I looked it up and Got some Scary answers to how Depression Literally can Kill you. Pt1 is definitely the brighter side of this part two thing. But I’m going to wait a bit before pt.2 I need to find A way to not Traumatize y’all. And myself it’s a major trigger for me. I hope Y’all understand how Hard pt 1 was to even start. My hope here is that I can bring a inner peace that I Cannot Find Alone.. without scaring y’all away Because This.. is that unheard Sh*t filed only on a Police report when I was 16. But let’s just say They Dropped everything to get this guy off the streets out of State. The “Sheriff” Cried with me. I’m not Joking When I say ima Make a movie one Day About this because there aren’t any words that can describe My Story. But Now.. I Can’t hold relationships anymore I mean How can i When I’m Caught in eternal healing ❤️‍🩹 So if Anyone Has this Feeling. I have enhanced hearing and Reflexes, I cans feel a Shift it’s the Air when someone enters the room, I Am Hyper aware of what a lot of people Intensions are Good or Bad, i hate that Btw.. Ignorance is Bliss as they Say.. I see everything at once “Visually” and behind me.. so I need to occasionally Literally be in Dark Quiet Places “to Calm the migraines” I can hear “multiple” people at once and respond to each one hell I hear whispering.. I mean come on.. that Defeats why we whisper. I meditate 🧘 alot because I have to. I was a troublesome kid. I Had too much Suppressed Rage. PTSD Makes me Literally See Like A Blind Man. I BlindFolded myself to test this for the Heck of it. “I’m” trying to make this feel like More of a Blessing than a curse. Because I Already tried the Easy escape Finding I wanna make a Change. It looked like a murder scene i even got cuffed while Bleeding The inside of my arm all visible the EMT’s were Absolutely pissed at the cop. But honestly. It’s a Haunted Feeling. If anyone Can relate to this Please HMU. I Absolutely Understand What Your Going through Inside. I really Do and I’m not paid to Act like I understand. I’m Dedicated to Understanding. The hospital I was in I found myself helping others Emotionally after I literally went through that and the ones I helped “the most” got out the same day I did with a better mindset without hospital Drugs. my healing is still in the works an now I “Need” More Tattoos For a Start!. #StayUp Fam! #ArcJustice #rapAngel #RapFame #Artist #2022 #Blessed to Be Here 🙏. If y’all Help Me out By Dropping a #Like #Follow #Comment and #listen to my #Music about My Life History And Future Dreams Told in an Enjoyable Way!. I Promise y’all not one of y’all are taken for granted from me. I’m also Still in A Sort of Shock From the more Recent Past. Hopefully this blows over so to Speak and if you Made it this Far Reading this “Thank You” For taking the time to 👊✊ @rapfame_ar_team But Ultimately I have Always Guarded People I’m even Called “A Guardian Angel to Some” Hence the name “Arc” for The level Of Strength in my Soul in Being Protective and “Justice” For what my Soul Seeks For Inner Peace That’s Who I am. I am not Ashamed of My Past But I Hate Living Life As A “Victim”. So let Me* Be Your “Hero”. In a way #Neffex is For me Shout-Out to #Neffex BTW Solid Dude We Talked after I Got out of the Hospital. His music Reminded me Of Life Values and literally Saved my life. Thank You 🙏. Respectfully I Plan on doing a type of #Neffex Remix I have a really close Voice to His. I always Said since I Heard his song “Destiny” and threw in my Vibes. For 1 My Mom thought it was my song I had to prove literally that it wasn’t. But because of this I truly feel if We Did A Song Together it would Make #MusicHistory For the #GreaterGood . But That’s is From the Bottom Of my Half Beating heart “Truly Up To Y’all.” Type ( #VoteArcJustice ) in this chat if y’all wanna See me on that Stage!!! I plan on Getting Angel Wings too Ironically. “Black Wings” Because if You Have seen the ( Movie #Legion ) It’s The Good Angels With The Black Wings And we Were all Miss led By the Devil to believe they were white. What is more Creative than that!!!. I also Can’t watch that movie because I Saw It for the first time with You Know Who.. never again have I been able to watch it without triggering locked memories So I would Wear these Wings As “A Literal Symbol Of Strength of Overcoming Darkness”. Gosh just realized, I am too Philosophical 😇😄. “Artist to the core!”🧐