fuck love

Took 5 pills in from of u you know my past didn't say a single word I repeat it twice I went on this bus ain't no one one in here but me I shouldn't have been here my heart shouldn't have beat in here why I'm I still here I get closer and closer death just lafs at me u thought maby last time the devil cheated me I was happy smiles before I jumped or did he not kill me cause our contract ain't over don't need no help that shit never works all it does is hurts u stay silent u just ignore me do u tell when what a bitch wants to here Ik my death is near All I want to do is kill happiness didn't have to think twice not even once I just did it like I jumped of I just did it goodbyeFuck my family no one loves me been years since I heard a gm was in jail 3 years hung my self odd a couple sufficed a couple all I wanted was love in a couple fuck love fuck love I look into your eyes feel like nothing inside are u blind he'll na your so spaces out but not with my love I had enough ima kill myself till I do it right feel like I have the mitus touch everything I touch turns to gold stone so cold this shit old yeah it's fresh do need no test I'm on a quest can't even rest I'm a pest shoe shoe I don't want u in my town I gave u a crown u gave me a frown now I'm 6 feet down in the ground never to be found My heat racing I ain't even runnin Perfect I just seen a grave yard Makes me wanna stay long I can hear the dead calling me telling me come join us we don't hurt u with words we don't lie to u we will always be by your side you said u ex is better fuck u whatever can't even look at my reflection when I heard those worlds your ripped my little heart that u helped me grow it felt like like they killed u and took you from me no no no that's not u the girl I know wouldn't say that say that say that no no nooooo