Hard To Laugh

I don't wonna die but this jamb I must write, am usually a freak, never bothered about life, but tonight is the night that it gonna go down, am always with the mic to write and recite whatever is on my mind, but now is so dark like it coming with a dart, I need to try doc cause my demon is around, like the people in my village men this demon is alert, but I don't know how. Am damn confused, I try to end the news but now it simply of no use, all the flows dat I give should have been enough to give me hit, but am sorry for my self for never ever making it