I've been up 3 damn nights in the city wishing I had a man that was down to ride with me now that I'm down people say that I'm busy but when I was up they said they were with me I know thay lie everybody switches sides it sucks when that depression gets the best of me it just sticks by my side your body hurts so bad you wish you would die hoping I makes it out alive all you can do is try not to brake down and cry in Hope's you dont give up the fight I wish I could turn back time never known how it feels to feel all right. looking at my life as I sigh I hope throw all this I'll survive remembering when I was in the basement rolling up the meth or coke figuring out how I'm going to make more dough just so I can have a little more sipping out a cup with some crown and coke I felt all alone didn't no were to go numbing all the pain just to cope I sware I was turning cold my life I provoke everyone would just gloat but I would still smile even though I was hanging on by a rope walking throw life like I was wearing a blind fold trying hard not to sink my boat making shure I stay a flot. looking for a way out but I never lost faith or hope trying to heal I guess I'm broke ....I put my head down and grabbed me a smoke I need to stop playing my life as if it were a joke turn off thes emotions like a remote so I grabbed the pen and paper and started writing myself a little note I know you keep falling down that slope and I know its getting old you got to ask for help from some of my kin folk. I know you feel like your going to choke but you got to be bold I know you had a hard life that was untold just let your story unfold .i know your scared your going to loose control a Savage never mopes. especially with a heart that is filled like gold i finally got my head out of the clouds and I think I'm finally coming down my world got flipped upside I had so many that had doubt so many that I lost count. but I will thank them as I take a bow hating on me because I'm opening new doors never looking back as I walk across that floor look at me glow took these many years to know. I can fight these demons and still watch my kids grow. I picked up my peace's know I'm not broke I'm stronger than ever before im going to sore. never gonna stop writing these flows on the mic whatcha me explode leash the Savage is back for more but I'm shure you already know it