This one for my Pa and Ma. To all of you guys who are far away from home and feel the same. cheers . we will return home proud . #ToMyFamily yeah, it's been weighing on me for awhile now maybe it's about time for me to take the last bow you were there for me through the downpour and never left me though i never really call it's so dark in here ,really hard to move on the me you know is probably long gone it's not your fault it's really all mine cause you always ask and i say "it's fine" sorry i can't tell you all the things that occur here been trying to walk out and struggling to leave this fear if you get my message hope it give you some peace of mind cause it's a mess in here and i am starting to lose my mind please forgive me for all the things i didn't do i didn't step back, guess i really am a fool chasing something that would never belong to me while you were right there, i am too blind to see all this false hope, it's like estacy them boys chasing the dough in NYC everybody's looking to be somebody but no one really give a damn about the family you been looking out for me since my first cry and all you hear back from me now are just lies i wish i didn't become who i am today i swear it's true but i would fight and change my faith now that i promise you