Always hard on myself

im always hard in myself cuz I cant never do it shit right im always hard on myself and i think about it every night wondering what life would like if I was perfect but I kno that its not worth it nothing would ever be the same , No I just gotta keep my head up ,yea I ain't never gonna give up , no maybe one day I'll just blow up ,yea hopefully that will show yall, oh that I can be the one to make it so damn big that yall jam my own shit , almost like taking that first hit waiting for the day that I get rich poppin so good its really fuking lit this whole song got my heart in it all about love , I do admit yea im always hard in myself cuz I cant never do it shit right always hard on myself and think about it every night wondering what life would like if I was perfect but I kno that its not worth it nothing would ever be the same , No I just gotta keep my head up ,yea I ain't never gonna give up , no maybe one day I'll just blow up ,yea hopefully that will show yall, oh that I can be the one to make it so damn big that yall jam my own shit , almost like taking that first hit waiting for the day that I get rich poppin so good its really fuking lit this whole song got my heart in it all about love , I do admit