momma

(you ) dear momma I've got to tell ya my emotion levels everyday are up and down can you give me the strength to be as strong as you were love you mama can you see me from heaven can hear me when I say your name can you hear me when I'm spitting my lyrics for the world to hear and judge momma did you hear me when I said you that I love you. and I deeply miss you (me)Mama do you see me from heaven did you see me when I got into trouble is that why I was so lucky and didn't have to do no time was you there are you the 1 I made it happen who helped me escape with my life and my freedom Mama did you see the girl that I was falling in love with you did you see our baby Rachel give birth to her baby it was special did you hear me when I said I love you and momma I deeply miss you( you) (me) Mama I'm sorry I let you down cuz I know you seen me when I was snorting that dope that you told me never touch it and to leave it alone I don't like it when you do it son you scare me when your on it and I fear it's going to take your life Mama did you see me when I did it anyway did you see me when I was desperate for money because I was high and I spent it all and I was hungry mama did you hear me when I said I love (you )dear momma I've got to tell ya I'm down my emotion levels everyday up and down momma give me the strength to be as strong as you are dear momma I miss you Mama give me the knowledge to be a street smart as you were (me) did you see me when I got up off my feet when I was down in the dumpster living on the street did you feel me when I said I love you and I miss you and then I couldn't help it I had to kill a man who tried to rob me with a gun in his hand then he said he was going to kill me Mama are you the one that curve the bullet are you the one that made the guns seized up are you the one that got me all freed up when I was facing time judge is going to lock me up and throw away the key for aggravated assault and murder with a deadly weapon I know it was you mommaand I love you and I miss you and I wish we were together again you here or me up their were you still going to sneak me in if God didn't open the gate if I was Heading in a different direction then up Dear Mama I miss and love you very much it is a blessing everyday that I even wake up I think my time here on earth is a lost over you remember how weak I was when I'm saddened so I think you've been watching and helping me along the way I love you for that mama I love you do you really think I'm worth it you remember when we talked about it and I said if God didn't let me in heaven that you can sneak around and open the gate for me so I can live there too is that still true cuz I don't know if I can make it it looks like I'm going to be my time I feel it in my soul I feel like anyday now it can be my time to go and I'm scared mama that I may not go up but the opposite direction just because of my bad behaviors and useing drug and all of the weapons that I've used on people in the past because they wouldn't quit talkingshit so I had to beat that ass but you remember when I drink I got out of control I didn't know when to stop and I was always in jail you)D dear Mama so you say you'll sneak me in heaven so that I can be with you always for the rest of the eternity that God has gave us dear momma thank for all these extra years you added to my life everyday I Made special so thank you and momma how do you spell time I'll meet you around back I love you miss you can't wait until we're back together Dear Mama