Hay I'd give anything to kiss ya face you allready kno nobody could take ya place Wish I could remember ya lovely face Tell you I'm really trying to change Sorry that I got out da cage Guess Im still stuck in my dumb ways still trying to deal wit the pain I kno I cant handle all this fucking rage If you was still here probably tell me to act my age I guess God didnt read my book he just turned the page just thinking bout it makes me deranged wish you was there when them bullets didnt graze for good and bad reasons I made the front page guess I'm reminiscing cuz this weed got me in a dazed showed no emotion like I wasnt fazed I kno you would've never ahprove me joining ah gang nor would appreciate me speaking slang sorry 4 all those times I misbehaved I worshiped u not a grave promise I'll pull it together before it's too late and try to limit ant further mistakes my memory never lost your your grace I kno that's why my heart still aches and what ever this life threw at me I refused to brake