I just said what i said

They dont know what i sacrificed for my soul, they dont know the feelings the heartbreak that left a hole everything i had to do to get deep within my soul i been bad bitch i just played a role to become whole cuz in the end thats the true goal Didnt run from the past i just took on a toll tryna battle fear from the demons that came for a stroll fuckn fragile leaving the scars of me looking like a fool whole time i was just tryna heal for Gods rules Didnt see shit clearly that's why i ended up sickly the mental illness got thick even tho it left so quickly the thought of mental illness really wasnt even it just opened up my eyes so dearly to the tuffest shit the dumbest judging is what got to me the most tryna battle the opinions of others got me feeling like an overdose like bitch left me overdosing on they bullshit they toast whats petty is the shit they said on all they posts even tho all they could do is put my name out there is fucked up the most the lesson I learned with bitches even tho in the end it was just a host Letting them bring me down when they seen my light post coming up so far that i lit up for the uppermost Thinking like yo aint no reason for anybody to hate me we all been down bad on the daily so why the fuck u gotta judge me just another lost soul being so bravily I didnt give one fuck bout they jealousy they didn't know all the pain ive felt so painfully from others just hating on me the thing is truthfully aint nobody truly know me i could be like theze bitches another hateful ass bitch, tossing that hateful ass shit i could be the bitch to say the most as everybody else but im so kind hearted im so far into life im only worried bout my self if the drama pops in im blocking u myself a bitch cant drop me like i have dropped myself just another part of being sight seeing to fake friends spells fuck a bitch i dont even wanna beef with another enemies repels just aint turning back to another penalty bitch just gonna have to listen to the melodies i aint beefing with any beef id rather be alone for a speciality bitch didnt u know another friend is just another fake enemy the way u try to trust another mutha fucker knock a bitch out its like coming back for an upper id drop the bitch before i try to fuck with her The thought is ive been the politess bitch the whole time bitches been pointless saying i made them mad so they said what they said its like drinking they poison putting all of it in yo head rockyy queen came up leaving all these bitches voiceless dead yup bitch i said what I just said