antisocial

,,,,im anti social i keep to my self,im on my own i dont need your help,ill succeed where i have faila lol 7 you led,no love left here that ship has sailed,follow me now get rabbit trailed,i did this alone your hand was held,im anti social because i have nothing left to tell,,,,i dont speak to you in public,i like my ego i fucking love it,easy does it,im high n buzzin,im aiming bustin,fightin fussin,n now im fuckin cussin,life keeps rushing,n these words keep gushing,im never hushing,im on top the skys im touching,the numbers there crunching,letters bunching,this is nothing,not even a thing,a prayer n a wing,a butterfly can sting,i float into this ring,in here i am the king,round over ding,the count is three,theres a beast living inside of me,im anti social because i have to be,if i speak he gets free,just watch youll see,allow me to speak,n heres a little treat,see im unuiqe,beats i eat,and then words excrete, solid flow concrete,and then repeat,i stay to my self n i stay to the street,i aint goin outside today i dont like the heat,my scars my pain it leaks,my meth breath it stinks,as reality starts to sink,im bymyself i think,in my minds closet alone i sit n drink,i see clips n phrases when i blink,im up to something i say as i wink,i fixed the kink,the hose was bent,who knows where all the water went,hes exahuasted an open vent,im really out here bymyself aint this some shit,,,,,,im anti social i keep to my self,im on my own i dont need your help,ill succeed where i have failed,no love left here that ship has sailed,follow me now get rabbit trailed,i did this alone your hand waa held,im anti social because i have nothing left to tell,,,,,,,,,im in myself all shut in,when will this torture just end,and where did my complex begin,to this issue i must attend,only God can judge me for all have sinned, God r u real or this all just pretend,my emotoins attack my pride it defends,life is a race not everone wins,n right now im short of wind,are we all sheep or are we men,we try to save but we spend,life kicks our rear end,no helping hand to extend,my insides changed from the gin,now i hurt deep with in,im all by myself once again,but im so use to it,im starting to relax,i realized only i truly have my back,n poeple can act,woo n attract, the odds there against me they are stacked,you made me this antisocail words can have such an impact,especailyy fact,im running away n im not coming back,,,,,,,im anti social i keep to my self,im on my own i dont need your help,ill succeed where i have failed,no love left here that ship has sailed,follow me now get rabbit trailed,i did this alone your hand waa held,im anti social because i have nothing left to tell,,