R,I,P DAD

It hit me so hard losing you I wish it was something i didnt have to go through When i was beginning to really get to know you I suppose its something that we all have to go through I still think,(What is it i am Supposed to do now) I just get a bit scared every now n then I hope i made u proud Still cant get my head n heart ❤ To fully believe we had too part My head knows it, but its hard convincing my heart Touch up on my memories Then realised why we had to part I just Gotta deal with the pain in my heart Mum said we just like u from the start Its mad i started reading and thinking about your dreams And your favourite things but the more poorly you grew I wish someone told me about the pain n grieving what we was going to go through,i just wanted to tell you how much i love n miss you I didn't know it but that loss of you was gonna be one of the very worst feelings who said pain starts healing