my ladie

yo i cant imagine life without you im sorry what i said none of it was true im sorry that i let my insecurities get the best of me but i promise to change you will see im so sorry why do you choose me i give you million of reasons to leave i know its hard to believe but your my everything my love i know you were sent to me by the man above i know im hard to love but please dont give up were almost there all the memories that we share is why i fight your in my prayers at night i hope i truely make you happy your my ladie your under my protection when your mad just give me direction i know i let my ptsd get the best and i get angry and say fuck the rest but i promise your my morning thought i have fought cause for you the world when i met you my life swirled you made me so happy the first day i met you i really hope this love is true cause with out you i wouldnt know what to do look i know you try but these demons there on high buy remember its me not you yo these demons wont let me go so i need you to know doesnt matter how hard i fight i fight almost every night i fight these wars thinking it would open new doors but it hasnt for years yo im waking up not wanting to be here cause life took something that would never be replaced it took my son it doesnt matter what i ever won ill never get him back thats what they dont see when it comes to ptsd i just dont want to be abandoned but thanks to you my heart is bandaged as if was never damaged please stay dont go theres more you should know your so perfect to me when i look into your eyes i get lost at sea yo your my peace of mind with you love i find she says hey my heart has been broken a few times but with you i hear the chymes your heart is so safe just have faith and remember they cant have whats not theres and what about our sons and our girls there gonna miss you if you leave so you have to believe me meeeee please choose to live we need you to thrive and one day ill be your wife so hang in there and dont take your life i know its hard right now i feel that most days the demons have won theres days i want to throw the rag in and say were done but look how far we have come we have been together for a year and then some your heart is so safe im not gonna hurt you like the rest you could even put me to a test so stop comparing me all will be okay you just gotta trust me i know they hurt you but ive been hurt too beaten down and cheated on but thats not what broke me almost loosing my kid did and i went against the bid and faught so hard i did it all alone and got her back so if you think i need you ,you are wrong i choose to be with you so hear me out in this song i would never cheat your heart is so safe whats left of you im trying to save so you need to fight be brave you need to know you arnt there slave be the man i know you can be try your best so you can see im here to stay so what more can i say and it hurts me when you accuse me cause i wouldnt hurt you like that your heart is safe with me so once again dont compare im not them i am rare even on hard days im here to stay our daughter chose you so with our hearts in your hands i hope you stay true your the best we have ever had so remember that when the world is bad that we have each other id never go to another with you is where i find love i thank the man above with you i wanna grow old they dont like us together but its fuck what were told and you i just want to hold this world is so cold but with you its so warm just know i wish you no harm just remember i love you to the moon and the stars come here let me kiss those scars as you kiss mine and as we do the stars align your my soul mate and we are fate you dont trust your past and thats okay but the past is the past so give me some trust its a must we cant keep going like this your pushing me away when you act so stray if you just try im here to stay