a song for Amanda

Yo Amanda,I wrote this song to thank you,for bieng a friend first even though we both know I,m feeling you,your not only beautiful and smart too,so forgive me if I turn the charm up to the way my heart beets for you matching my fever 122/Outside I seem cool,but when we part ways at the fence I already miss you,Id beat tha ass that ever tried to hurt you,Im going at your pace,life may be a race,but I dont want to lose you,so were friends till or ifn you feel me too now weve both got the same level of thought so Its building inside you too, and yea it scares me too,see a friends what I want for a wife through life so where do we need to mold,bond more,Im a little old but not like rust,this atari,and tape cassette,will still work great just help remove the dust, I'm old enough not to believe in lust and get tied up and bondage but id let you tie me up like I'm hooked on phonics smoked out on chronic bieng around you gets me high I hate when we have to part ways it's a fence cuz I feel like I failed even though I tried but yet I'm so confused you feel the same way too what can we do I really want you is the attraction there cuz I devote myself to just u girl im so confused,Friend or lover,I dont want to lose Ill never abuse or use you I love some of the things you can consider quotes that you do in a field that you have my back and that's new I just don't know if you want me the way I want you