murder scene

Truth to be told my brain was to unfold thoughts n memories coming in floods n tears going back over 30 years as i need to find n face my fears The stuff ive seen what cant be unseen a few stabbings done and seen few places look like a murder scene,poverty stricken n made to be a fiend gambling in the genes it seems ive seen many births n deaths even in my dreams ive had scenes with my queen exploding into the street heart break depression suicide all of that i beat,but now battling a different difficult battle everyday fucksake problems gimme a fucking break in fact which love ones life you gonna take which bone imma gonna break sick of the shit even if i had a ship the ship would still over flow with all the shit till the shit sinks the ship n when the ship was sinking then started blinking n from a day dream i started waking when i wokw up i just rubbed my eyes n thought what the fuck,end of the book, Started a new page Im too full of rage Im already steadily slipping sick rhythms Its ridiculous how many lyrics im spittin The daily slave is started to degrade on my mental state To the point im slurring repetitive words it amazes that ive not gone crazy lately Maybe that i did but im not fazed, me ya see I stay in the daze of the old wayz Would be rich already if i got paid for the insane shit i say