time flys

i do not count on situations to work out keeps me on my toes only god knows if i dont keep going ill end up blowing it not talkin bout the cock find myself taking more laps around the block trying to re peace my mind before i get too far off track dont like to take any steps back lately ive been thinking about this life if my mind could possibly be off never have i questioned my mental state like i have lately i think im leaning more tword crazy time flys gotta shake it off keep saying be patient im a firm believer fate at any rate no need to negotiate not a problem r u up for a debate i like to see results do i wonder why and my baby brother be stacking materials like crazy i think he might of grew possibly putting on bigger shoes bigger shoes getting more tatoos seems to me he might even have a slight case of the blues i for a fact know must be if took the same turn on that same damn road that brought me here all them other times ago same shit again and now i have a unhealthy idea of addictiveness then i start to increase my usual drug intake i double that hope it will take me away from the unusual fucked up days those days that activate my chess pain at what point is it just too much sorry but love is just so complicated and over rated but still every time i underestimate it i cant let u carry me through these real life situations while trying to maintain my already super thin patients dont wanna be living basements and by the way i also got a car payment no need for you to make arrangements i cant take it i like to pay my own way thank you anyway maybe some other day im a natural born leader head street sweeper most ppl need instructions or we end up with unessisary irruption let me school you on some shit just introduced in to my life spectrum apparently wired differantly scensery issues if you were not aware this shit could quickly be misconstrued by then probably hitened attitude dude sounds rude loud too panic attack and and you react back only out of impulse its not that simple somebody might get smacked up if shit get out of hand at this point they no longer ask now they demand