kian baillie

this is my life

kian baillie
this is my life

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23 Sep 2021

This is my life lets talk about it. Might hurt some people but fuck it yous all hurt me first. First lets talk about my dad been trying since i was 12 to get a bond with you.im still trying 6 years later but i can try anymore as much as it hurts i cant do it anymore. This is my life lets talk about it Might hurt some people but fuck it yous all hurt me first. This part i dont really wanna talk about but screw it imma tell it. These past 2 years have been the hardest years of my life been diagnosed with depression. Having voices in my head telling me my life isnt worth living. Tried to block them out at first till the voices got liuder and i though fuck it. Evntually i gave in tried to hang myself twice and drown myself once never felt so worthless in my life. Got my mum and my 4 year old sister who i love with all my heart but i was in such a dark place i didnt care who i hurt Fast forward till now im finally free on tablets for my deoression. Has to be the best decision i ever made. Still get depressed at times but when i do i write music to forget about about all the shit going wrong in my life.

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3 years ago

This is my life lets talk about it. Might hurt some people but fuck it yous all hurt me first. First lets talk about my dad been trying since i was 12 to get a bond with you.im still trying 6 years later but i can try anymore as much as it hurts i cant do it anymore. This is my life lets talk about it Might hurt some people but fuck it yous all hurt me first. This part i dont really wanna talk about but screw it imma tell it. These past 2 years have been the hardest years of my life been diagnosed with depression. Having voices in my head telling me my life isnt worth living. Tried to block them out at first till the voices got liuder and i though fuck it. Evntually i gave in tried to hang myself twice and drown myself once never felt so worthless in my life. Got my mum and my 4 year old sister who i love with all my heart but i was in such a dark place i didnt care who i hurt Fast forward till now im finally free on tablets for my deoression. Has to be the best decision i ever made. Still get depressed at times but when i do i write music to forget about about all the shit going wrong in my life.

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