Brock_19:14

Depression. Oh no its ketching up to you. You better start runing cuz its a sick disease, ew. Ever thick about dying? Ever think of trying? I have! I was looking for drugs like a camera. Flash. Scars in my wrist, used to get so mad i punched hiles in the wall with my fists. Its keeps going in and on like a grocerie list. Sent to pine rest at age of 15 cuz my girl gave up in me. I thought i wasnt goid enough for this world so i would leave. Always depressed laying in my bed wanting to put a gun to my head and pop fairwell brock is finally dead. Cut myself so i would get high on the pain, i guess i was really insane but i was the only one to blame. I put this on myself, ignoring the world of its beauty i was always moody i guess thats my new name yours truly. Mom left me when i was 2, stayed in a crack house fed spoil food i was being abused. Have 12 siblings only met 4 cant wait to meet 8 more. My birth mom was nothing but a whore, she said she would do better shes nothing but a liar of course. Found a girl who got me out of the darkness finally im alive still gonna be cautious you might want to pause this cuz itll make you nautious, smoked weed at that point in life i was a pot head and thats all i would ever be until i looked up and there was my light. I had nobody to care whether i was dead ir still here, you can say im independent its was all tge plesent growing up without a parent. But God made me strong and i can finish this song, think twice before you change your life! You might feel alone but im always here and God put you in his heart where you belong!