she gives me Joy

This is crazy seems all is actually shady where am at its fucking dusty mentally am fucking lazy I met a girl and her name is dazy tried flirting but it wasn't easy had to find a way to make her busy as I rap I remember her beauty lost in confusion will she be my wify or maybe since she's tough I should leave her for the strong and mighty her cousin is buckly I guess M lucky cause anything that turns up I won't ask for my money she gives me Joy anytime am around I feel like am the boy for her so let's rap this up like a foil I love her thats true I'll go for toys and get her what ever tady bear she wants cause she's not spoil and as long as my foot is still on the soil I'll get an oil and bless it for our future that wont coil I hate going off point but I can't seem to handle it but I still try since its all about u look me in the eyes and say u hate me cause I need to be sure what am doing maybe M confuse cause I can spend a day not eating but stearing at u glooming face telling u this is now a priority buy getting u is my life goal my ex wants me back she promised all's gonna be alright but I refused cause I found another girl I remember I dreamt about u the other day u were leaving me but I held ur hands tight nd confessed my true feelings people cheered others laughed some even cried causw I spoke heart warming sayings but u rejected it all I was broke to peaces only to wake up and realize it was all a dream