Sorry

I'm sorry I'm so broken I've been so soft spoken I know I do this often My problems might be common But the pain in me isn't stopping I'm always wasting my time When I open up I just whine I'm barely even trying Giving into my vices yes I see the signs When offered help I simply decline Ask me how I'm doing I say I'm fine They all know I'm lying Stuck in my mind I'm dying All these drugs got my brain frying I'm too numb for crying Your lies I'm not buying Thanks to you I'm high again We're all sinners can I get an amen I'm living in the lions den Everyday people around me begging I told you before my heart is tearing Feels like I got a clipped wing How can I be flying when I'm drowning I'm so corrupt I find my misery arousing I pop pills so much might be overdosing Always on the xans I'm dosing To the devil it seems I'm always losing Still I know my life's a blessing I just can't convince my brain This isn't a game I'm not playing I'm diagnosed as insane Never say my name in veign You'll end up as a stain They say no pain no gain Well I've been suffering So I hope the money rain I don't rap for clout I rap to keep sane I'm down for anything I'm not a lame I don't care what you claim All these gangsters the same They got no aim Filled with hate your life is a shame This is me being tame I can't stand what I became So I get so high I forget my name I'm not in the big picture I'm out of frame I hope I never get the fame I don't care what I could gain I'm tired of the hating I only want the money and I'm waiting I'm sorry I'm so broken I've been so soft spoken I know I do this often My problems might be common But the pain in me isn't stopping I'm always wasting my time When I open up I just whine I'm barely even trying