I Try To Stay True

Look at all we come through Yet how does the world expect Us to stay true to the way we need to be I have felt the blows of time As we try to find out who we are yet no one wants a shining star We need to grow as a whole. I feel the blows of time as we go by I kant even begin to understand why people do what they do but yet I try to stay true to my heart I need a love that no one understands I stand infront of the seat of the Judgement bearing my heart before the world Yet My flag stays unfurled (Chorus) I stay in the game as the world becomes untamed trying to remain in the way of tortured I hope the world sees me now as I try to say I speak the truth as Iknow I am not even bullet proof. I need a new world order a new way of thinking I have to let all that I have been through try to help me stand tall bet I fall down to my knees begging and pleading for it all to end I have been abused and used by the world everywhere I go people seem to try to treat me with such distaste as the I go to waste in this waste land we call a world but yet one things for certain I can see the curtain of time just about to pass me by I hear my words echoing off the walls. I rise and fall down. I cry I scream as I barely seem like I look down upon my own undoings I need my love to be certified and genuine I need to be set free instead of begging and pleading as I take this beating from my heart. (Chorus) I stay in the game as the world becomes untamed trying to remain in the way of tortured I hope the world sees me now as I try to say I speak the truth as Iknow I am not even bullet proof. I need a new world order a new way of thinking I have to let all that I have been through try to help me stand tall bet I fall down to my knees begging and pleading for it all to end What is a life but just the beginning of a new day and age as I come undone and uncaged I see my heart broken again and again as I try to pretend like I am ok I am just so hurt by what everything that goes on. I guess I am just a scapegoat as everyone treats me like shit. Its been my own choices that caused me to be hurt and abused as everything mostly I am confused. Why do I keep doing this to myself? I keep asking myself this dumbass question again and again. (Chorus x2) I stay in the game as the world becomes untamed trying to remain in the way of tortured I hope the world sees me now as I try to say I speak the truth as Iknow I am not even bullet proof. I need a new world order a new way of thinking I have to let all that I have been through try to help me stand tall bet I fall down to my knees begging and pleading for it all to end My Flag will stay unfurled till I am dead in the ground. I will be true to myself always and never lose sight of my right way to be.