(Black out on this joint) I wanna take my life phone still ringing Pick up the phone can't live alone Pick up the phone end my life feel like I failed my life at the end of my throat is a god damn knife Shit hail stone feel the pressure Pressure tryna find heroine that shit rare smoking on tree son Ill commit treason I still smoke cause I saw her with another guy Smoking 20s till i fucking die my end is near Die quick or painfully The only reason I take these drugs is so i die  slowly Slowly your bitch likes to suck me drank whole bottle of henessy fake Id when I rock up to the till he know me your bitch sucks regularly Open the safe but I forgot my keys pills try to kill me I wanna od Alcohol poison... take alc with the drugs Pissing out henessy, coughing up blood They say life gets better but I'm feeling fucked feel so irrelevant I'm fucking numb fuck on your bitch she want white wine taking the drugs to end my life look at the clock and it says 5 shit this drug new i won't make it out alive Feeling so blue Yeah your bitch knew but my feelings don't matter my money do if you wanted the meaning of life that one's for you don't take the piss you already knew so much pain i cant reframe I'm a wild beast I can't be tamed Tamed You in jail cause you've been framed Fuck on the bitches I might have aids Say that shit to my face you so scared that you said you relate no one relate relapse Kids shot my knee caps Like a ghost in the dark I'm feeling like a dart No aim Depression don't just go away Away And I feel like a noone A noone and I know noone to numb the pain Pain won't go away I'm alive but I feel so fake When will life gimme a break money low But I'm high Why do I have to be alone again Alone Wish I wasn't just dead on the inside (Inside) Baby what would happen if I did die (Did die) And I can't hide that I would commit suicide see you on the other side On the other side I wanna take my life phone still ringing Pick up the phone can't live alone Pick up the phone end my life feel like I failed my life at the end of my throat is a god damn knife Shit hail stone feel the pressure Pressure I still smoke cause I saw her with another guy Smoking 20s till my body drops to the floor Don't wanna live no more Don't wanna live no more that shit kills even more codiene in ma cup no one understand how it feels to be in cuffs head spinning feel so down know one agrees with my decisions, i wanna join the other side Who am I to confide I don't know the difference between right and wrong But I take another hit from my bong Suicide in my head like a catchy song We all die eventually and I'm not wrong We ain't in no cinema this real life there's no Kong trapped spinning In circles like a fish in a tank with no owners I'm so alone postpone my own death cause I enjoyed the high  for a minute now I'm sober and im still alone