I don't trust you anymore

am I being played again are you just an other cat play with the mouse outside getting Shittier by the minute man ain't feeling leave the house you say you want a bit of bad a bit of good man fallow through but end up being the sheep and you being my slaughterhouse I need saving too I feed up being everybody hero sick of getting my confidence reduced to zero man sharing a tone of love you pay back with pain by kilo maybe I should learn how to love myself and ride solo not having to be on the the tip of my toe not gonna lie I miss that shit some times tho been to focused on what you want what I want I no longer know