The feeling of this.... hum

i never wanted to leave i was forced to its a shame how always takin the blame feelin so close to you no truth who knew i was supposed to choise between happiness yeah such a tragic last kiss how bad the past can get makes me mad knowin I'll never get back what we once had sadness seems like patern turnin On me seems to be all access through me off my 🪓 s to much passion hopin goin on movin past it what happin to us dealin with the feelin of just givin up fuck has become number 1 in my vocab when it should be love next to trust such ah must im all the time feelin dumb whats next to come the feeling of this hummmm hum hum hum