This is for my family. Yeah last night my little cousin told me something.that made my heart break it made it ache I don’t know how much more pain I can take. He looked at the stars and told me that god took his dad. It was sad. He pointed at one star and said that’s my dad. He told me that god had some plans for him and it was his time to go. Yeah Me and my little cousin have somethings in common. My dad died too. I hope they both fly high in the sky as two. I really wish I got to know you real you. If you guys were alive I would try my best to heal you. But now I’m just sitting here all alone in my own zone. I pray to god that one day I’m coming home. In the sky like my dad . on my dark nights I think about everyday like it’s a blessing because everyday I learn a new lesson I’m counting all my wishes wishing they would come true. How many times do I have to pray. hoping one day all this pain with fade away. I got so many questions with no answers. I’m just trying to be me. It feels right. This songs dedicated to all the people that go through the struggle you just gotta hustle until you get what you want. And what you need. Forget about the hoes. Focus on your goals. We’ll all be alright we’re gonna take flight. It’s gonna be okay we all gotta live life and free our souls. This is for the kids who come from broken homes. Where all there parents know is get high and get drunk. I know it numbs the pain but trust me drugs aren’t the right choice. Just listen to the hurt inside my voice.. I tried to numb what I was feeling like them.. took so many pills it was almost my time. Ima be honest I’m not doing fine.these demons in my head tell me I’m better off dying.. i realized I was so close to being with my dad. And my uncle too… I’m gonna be honest. No I’m not okay. I just wanna die and make the pain go away. I’m stuck in my past. I got some bad memories and they really last. I just wanna let everyone know how I really feel. I’m gonna be honest and keep it real. I’m traumatized. Popping all these pills. Im just tryna fade away and hide how I feel. It’s eating me alive.I just wanna go is anyone out there. Is any one by my side. I hope my dad and uncle hear me. I’m really fading away. I’m slowly dying.. these voices in my head keep telling me stop trying . If I ever end my life. I swear I’ll be okay please don’t cry. Just pray that I find my way. Ill be On the other side. With the rest of our loved ones that passed away. I hope my little cousins never feel this pain. I promise In the end you’ll all be okay. Life’s just though. You always Gotta remember not to give up. I know you hurt.. I can relate to your pain…just remember that family’s all we have. We gotta realize that one day we’ll see each other and it might be the last.