Yeah it’s a while since I written, but I swear all this shit isn’t fitting Inside my mind, always on that grind so I can finally find some way to cope with the stress that im feelin and thats been clouding my vision I’m trying to get into another division of lyrical flow to go with what I’m feeling ya know? You don’t even know how many times I had to rearrange these lines just to tell you clearly what’s been happening inside my mind. I’m trying to find some kind of meaning within this life that I’m livin, but it just feels like I’m back in the beginning tryin to build my way up outta my rut, but it still feels like I was stabbed in the gut. I’ve just been feeling so cold and empty, honestly lately it’s been hard to put up a smile and trust me I’ve been tryin for a while, but I can’t seem to get out of my thoughts like all the locks have been changed and now I’m stuck inside of my brain. I’m trying to find a way out, I’m trying to shout, I’m trying to scream or at least just trying to convince myself it’s all just a bad dream. I honestly sometimes don’t know why I even try it seems like it’s all just a massive lie keeping me away from the truth that’s why I’m tryin to get in the booth, grinding all the time so I don’t waist my youth and the time I have been givin which is why I’m tryin to make a livin, getting with the homies chillin and smoking bowls so the pain won’t go and take its tole.