Deep down

Saying that im enough But im not enough Im telling people i had enough I act happy but thats not how i feel Deep down With this misery i drown Gasping for air New girl be my boat My soul is missing like where Im acting like a clown Trying to make people happy Ive always had a frown Dont get a frown Im just pointing out my feelings The ones that touch the ceilings Hope to see you prosper Through the years In my years Im starting to get cold Im as broken as a 21 year old My demons breaking out the cage Will i see another day Should of burned that sage Its a wrld at war And this is hardcore This aint a wonderland Just follow the plan In my feelings deep down Wishing my soul will be found Saying that im enough But im not enough Im telling people i had enough I act happy but thats not how i feel Deep down With this misery i drown Gasping for air New girl be my boat My soul is missing like where Trying a new style You like it I lost my brothers i cant be cool The pain stacks in a pile These girls add to the pile Just to be denial This aint a song Its me speaking my mind And im doing it wrong This war will end This is for men I told you im a rockstar I got that rockstar status During the madness Saying that im enough But im not enough Im telling people i had enough I act happy but thats not how i feel Deep down With this misery i drown Gasping for air New girl be my boat My soul is missing like wher