Friday's thoughts.

Yeah the days roll by and I'm broke again, feels like I'm paying for a life that one day I'll get, but at this moment in time all I feel is regret for the moments in time that I still have left, because every day is a fight and I'm failing to get it right maybe I'm aiming up way too high, all I know is that never I'll stop trying to find all the answers to life as I'm forced to confide to the force in the sky and my thoughts are on fire as I get to knees and I start to pray, but you don't answer me you never do anyway, and I'm forced to face all this darkness and pain on my own, never felt so alone as I journey through homes, and I'm searching for the place that feels safe and okay, so I can finally take all the pain and the rage put my pen to the page and let all those emotions become words that I say, as I write to retain all these things in my brain that I can't contain, I'm a slave to the way that these words are conveyed, and it hurts to say, but this music is truly the only way, That I can ever explain this complicated relationship that I have with my DNA, I'm born this way, Like a storm Making waves I'm a force Uncontained, And my thoughts Are insane But I'm more Than my brain, Put my soul To the page As I learn From mistakes That I've made And the pain That I've faced, And the days That I've wasted Trying to find my place, I'm starting to hate The way That other people behave, I'm trying find better ways To say The things that I need to say, Before it's way too late To face All of the pain That I've misplaced.