Runaway

I use to be happy, I'm lower then low Waking up daily, I'm drowning in sorrow I really dont care if I'm here for tomorrow This all brain mentality is all that I know Cause pain has been here thru my life You know it's real, when you close your eyes you wish to be gone(gone)you wish for a time you wish for a button to rewind I kinda wish there wasnt pressure I've been praying but it dont get better I dont have anyone I can go to, I feel like my pain is their pleasure(pleasure) That's why I just hope I can fade away(fade away) I'm hoping I can erase the pain(pain) I'm just so stuck on the thought of me being happy, my only choice is to runaway (Runaway) I wanna Runaway, never come back I dont belong in this world, that's a fact Love is  a drug(drug) and tho you dont love me(love me) I fall outta love but then I relapse I just want someone to love me I just want someone to cure me I'm dying for love but I dont love myself I'm drowning in my insecurity(insecurity) They tell me they love me then show me they dont(dont) Tell me they will then show me they wont That's why I'ma loner I ain't got no friends Why choose to get hurt I can just be alone(alone) None of them understand it I just wanna Runaway and never Come back(come back) Gotta runaway, cant ever run back They tryna kill me slowly Cant ever run back they killing Use to be happy drowning in drugs Cant ever come back Digging a grave from the girls who hurt Cant even come from that  FUCK WHY THE WHOLE WORLD HATE ME cant understand why they just wont CANT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE BROUGHT SO MUCH PAIN THRU MY LIFE FUCK  The pain They leave they fall back They ask They succeed Mmmm FUCK, 667 ON A WIN STREAK some people still trying Come back never let them Yeahhhh uh She tore my heart In peices Left me Broke me Tortured me The new one Healed it Done saving