Written, Mixed, and Cover Art by @Uranium #UraniumsLife #Nopottopissin #numbtothepain #Fromdirtirose #Risewhenifall @Rapfamebest #Moderator_en @Moderator_en #bmbest #bmvideo #Rapfamebest #SYLA @Bmbest #battlemeapp #2k21 #2021fire #2021heat #2021 #bmgrind #featuredmaterial #rap #Bars #bmhiphop #rapfame #battleme I was a Rebel adolescent, a devil wit a blessing My Mom was always stressing, giving it her best and Then My dad Took off, had to learn my own lessons Not even child support, he just cut the fuckin cord When my mom took him took him court, Got a warrant in the state Haven’t seen him since 88, Times were hard, I prayed to god To help my mother through the fog, god wanted to test our faith We got by on section 8, government food on the plate Mom always worked late, 2 jobs minimum wage At 11 years old, me and my brother blazed haze Went through days in a daze, raised inside a mental maze Got caught in a drug phase, Easing the pain of this place At 13 I found hip hop, and that was the true escape I learned how to spit flames, School always came easy They told me to skip grades, but that shit used to bore me I hated authority, tired of people ignoring me My Life it really wore on me, constant trouble and suspensions Cause my mom a lot of tension, but I was numb to the pain Born with a brilliant brain, but potential ain’t the same When you wasting it in the game, I look back and it’s a shame Chorus Don’t talk about privilege, not all people are the same Let me paint you an image, so you can walk in my pain I got here by myself, wit nobody to help Back against the wall, but I rise when I fall I headed into high school, without a care in the world Sellin drugs, skipping class, and fucking random girls This my life not a movie, getting arrested all the time In and out of Juvie, my environment was winning And I didn’t care to fight back, walking out the jail gates Knowing I’ll be right back, I embraced who I was Didn’t try to get my life back, I dropped out and ran the streets Partied all the time, kickin freestyles on beats And the pain piled on, but i always told myself To just keep a smile on, I stopped caring about life And the pain was gone, started chilling wit gang bangers Coke and dope slangers, now a young man wit anger Wit no direction I was losing, I got locked up for shooting I watched the bullet hit the flesh, convicted felon life’s a mess I caused my mother so much stress, but I couldn’t give it a rest, Failing test after test, not knowing what was next Chorus Now 25 years old, and my future looked bleak Movin coke and OxyContin, making thousands a week I’ve been Labeled a criminal, but everything changed The day I saw my little girl, a lifetime of being bad Was erased wit a heartbeat, I’ll never be like my dad I refuse to be a deadbeat, I realized I was clueless Moved across the state, to escape my influence Put in work and dedication, lying about my record on every application, 2 time convicted felon With nobody for a reference, taking dead end jobs But I never gave up, for my family I raised up Worked my fuckin ass off, now I manage a whole shop And got money I saved up, beautiful wife and 2 kids studio inside the crib, now I know what it is to live, I never had a pot to piss in, Thought I would rot in prison, But wit my fam and ambitions, from the dirt I have risen Written, Mixed, and Cover Art by @Uranium #UraniumsLife #Nopottopissin #numbtothepain #Fromdirtirose #Risewhenifall @Rapfamebest #Moderator_en @Moderator_en #bmbest #bmvideo #Rapfamebest #SYLA @Bmbest #battlemeapp #2k21 #2021fire #2021heat #2021 #bmgrind #featuredmaterial #rap #Bars #bmhiphop #rapfame #battleme I was a Rebel adolescent, a devil wit a blessing My Mom was always stressing, giving it her best and Then My dad Took off, had to learn my own lessons Not even child support, he just cut the fuckin cord When my mom took him took him court, Got a warrant in the state Haven’t seen him since 88, Times were hard, I prayed to god To help my mother through the fog, god wanted to test our faith We got by on section 8, government food on the plate Mom always worked late, 2 jobs minimum wage At 11 years old, me and my brother blazed haze Went through days in a daze, raised inside a mental maze Got caught in a drug phase, Easing the pain of this place At 13 I found hip hop, and that was the true escape I learned how to spit flames, School always came easy They told me to skip grades, but that shit used to bore me I hated authority, tired of people ignoring me My Life it really wore on me, constant trouble and suspensions Cause my mom a lot of tension, but I was numb to the pain Born with a brilliant brain, but potential ain’t the same When you wasting it in the game, I look back and it’s a shame Chorus Don’t talk about privilege, not all people are the same Let me paint you an image, so you can walk in my pain I got here by myself, wit nobody to help Back against the wall, but I rise when I fall I headed into high school, without a care in the world Sellin drugs, skipping class, and fucking random girls This my life not a movie, getting arrested all the time In and out of Juvie, my environment was winning And I didn’t care to fight back, walking out the jail gates Knowing I’ll be right back, I embraced who I was Didn’t try to get my life back, I dropped out and ran the streets Partied all the time, kickin freestyles on beats And the pain piled on, but i always told myself To just keep a smile on, I stopped caring about life And the pain was gone, started chilling wit gang bangers Coke and dope slangers, now a young man wit anger Wit no direction I was losing, I got locked up for shooting I watched the bullet hit the flesh, convicted felon life’s a mess I caused my mother so much stress, but I couldn’t give it a rest, Failing test after test, not knowing what was next Chorus Now 25 years old, and my future looked bleak Movin coke and OxyContin, making thousands a week I’ve been Labeled a criminal, but everything changed The day I saw my little girl, a lifetime of being bad Was erased wit a heartbeat, I’ll never be like my dad I refuse to be a deadbeat, I realized I was clueless Moved across the state, to escape my influence Put in work and dedication, lying about my record on every application, 2 time convicted felon With nobody for a reference, taking dead end jobs But I never gave up, for my family I raised up Worked my fuckin ass off, now I manage a whole shop And got money I saved up, beautiful wife and 2 kids studio inside the crib, now I know what it is to live, I never had a pot to piss in, Thought I would rot in prison, But wit my fam and ambitions, from the dirt I have risen