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I walk cautiously I am not forced to be a product of my inviroment mad science tests my mind suggests time to invest in these new generation times changing you dated faded to the next life death in your eyes be wise wise crime got my mind on overdrive motorvise words in my verse hopefully they can help you see fuck this shit it hurts I guess it might take some time I should write I got a note to and a quote to make sense ill appogise for the shit I did in my life thank God for crist he sent for me to walk in his light despite what you think life can change in a blink split second I wrecken you be checking your weapon make sure that shit off safety I was born to be what I'm ment to be thank you God you saved me don't you see I'm bout the blow near explode in a sticky mess witch way to go feel the flow white as snow with a hose up ya nose bright as rain with a rosey glow got to go let's hit the road mad shit come out equipped let's see what it is that we're working with got a itch and a scratch If I could only go back one wish i would never do that stupid shit to learn how to be a man get a plan fuck learn how to walk learn how to stand what part of life don't you understand grab it tight don't let go only here for a second then you go oh God I pray and hope and I know I'll see in the next life and that's for sure I'll be knocking at your door . I'll be saying please baby don't let go don't you know the truth and it's true that I did you wrong i wish you could see what it is your really working with