DREAM 3:16

I've been drinking after I sober up I get right to thinking what have I done to myself ? here I go acting a fool again they say, I need to grow up maybe rehab could make me a better man I'm losing focus only when I reenter the void full of darkness I get too comfortable in my shell I need to break out I really dont know who the hell I am I thinking I'm sinking right into the quicksand can someone please lend me a hand ? I'm dying alive in my grave all I want, is to simply be saved