Worship worship you nothing I would rather do and when times get hard I remember how you showed me your heart and I could never forgive myself how do I live with myself? Body body body but your body is perfect anyone tell you different don't change a single thing and I can't think of a single thing I would rather do than just chill with you. Baby baby blue eyes blow my mind every time and your smile like the breath in my lungs your joy my every want. I adore you. I want more of you. I want you in my life. And it's not just your body baby everything about you is so amazing like you do so much despite life being so traumatic to you. damn it boo. it's safe to say I'm in love with you but I'm not in touch with you yet and I bet if we ever got together I would be too scared to touch. It's regrettable I feel it's inevitable I say today these things which I mean and feel and how could I hope to conceal what is real? Nothing is unforgiven. we only have the breath that we breathe and I try to jist seize on any opportunity at hand to be this man who can't stand his own reflection. From my heart I impart to you with much ardour and affection are the many days away from you baby ever since we got separated. And the bar made it's own way to be set when I let my self stop and think for a minute because guys like me just go and go just so you know so just In-case you come over and we fall asleep together I might get up and be doing whatever. I swear I stopped hearing the Devil almost a year ago I just stopped listening yo. If there's anything that missing you has taught me it's make the best of what I got and if you don't do nothing wrong then you can't be caught. So here I am being this man who asks for forgiveness and friendship from a distance knowing we could never be close again. It's like we were a volatile force in one another's lives and I almost died and now I just sit back and pass the time and think thank God I'm a free man. Because girl the way you sent me half crazy trying to find any straw that so could grasp on until they were all gone and I swear I pray often. Love less and love lost I guess I was wrong. And I could never hope to be ever well enough to you and whoever that you've moved on with so I just find with my conscience it's actually down to a science if mama wouldn't do it then neither would I? And what kind of a guy would I be if I didn't seem to addicted to the kind loving I was finding when it was you and me as friends over dinner when I felt like such a winner because I was with you or...