where I Failed

carried by my own self will though at times I feel like im still stuck in prison as the shadows of my past seem to cloud my mind I feel as if apart of me died when I got caught up and caught some time leaving all that built behind too much o was doing at the time as I got lost in 5he grind feeling like the world was mine only to get buried in grime turns out that freedom wasn't even mine as I faced 3 to 5 it blew my fuckin mind as realized jus5t how quick it changed my life went from living the high life to living in cell feeling like I failed all the way to the bottom I fell to the pits of hell where my mind would dwell on where I had failed as it all became real I began living the life taking violence to new heights as i took flight and earned them stripes quick to hand out sum act right full of anger and spite I let it lose and lit the fuse