sample from my album coming soon

I've wasted so much time reliving a moment that I know I knew was coming cuz I seen the signs and still ignored the need to expose the lies I'm tempted to say I know the truth hold you close look in your eyes and ask why inhale deep trying to hold back emotion anger begins to surface exhale with a sigh then look away so you don't see me cry how broken am I to play along still avoiding raising suspicions I no longer trust words only intuitions that actions follow patterns and players rely on skills to Cloud visions determined by actions separated as if shattered interactions left your heart infractions split between scenes replayed in minds with added in captions and poof its gone in a blink and who's going to hold your hand after you fell and he already sink are we going to watch you when you close your eyes at night and you take long even though I told myself to think of you as only a friend I played my part so well I miss the lies in the end it was hard to move past a love you promise would never end because of your love my lust my pride and your insecurities is the reason that inside I died