Sad day

I just really want to cry away and I feel like I wanna die away feeling like I really want to flyaway I’m too sad really wanna die today my life is bad Every day I’m depressed or sad but the world wants me to be mad at it really want to throw myself into a pit really wish I could really fit and every day I’m feeling really sick so sick feel like everybody hates me now I got to act like the fake me I just really want people to see and not be mean to me singing of happy memories make me tear up don’t care about the world nothing I can fear of I just really want to fly just like a dove really wish I could be above Guess I I am lonely have nobody I can love sitting in the bathroom crying to myself going to ripped out my heart and put it on the shelf don’t wanna answer phones really want to be alone and I might as well stay at home can’t see and colors I see a different tone can I feel a thing I’m feeling really numb people think I’m stupid and people think I’m dumb chilling in my bedroom chewing on some gum visible people asking they want some i’m starting to feel really dizzy I cannot think everything is really fizzy Every day people are really really busy yeah I’m sad I’m never glad and I’m always mad I just really want to be bad yeah