#contest yh im TAAs need something to save me from myself I'm overdosing yh I need some rest those who are the groomed no perfect I'm just me I'm trying to be myself it's hard but I take it a test I take it and do my best always to God I leave the rest no tough times and I like no stress the thing in my soul settles for less I beat it up and left it there the only thing I gotta face is my fear my heart is ready but my soul ain't here the other are good but me don't compare I'm still trying to be my fucking self I need someone I need help my life in Blu-ray and shit not clear you wished me bad I wish you dead I'm trying to be good but my soul won't hear it's black now and it's turned bad wished it was some trash in a bag I just toss and never come back walking forward no glance at the past fifty years from now I wanna remember and shed no f. tears I need someone to help me save me some insanity soul is meant to be you not a priority but it's in control who gave authority I just need someone to save me mentality (verse 2) the pills I was never overdosing no alcohol I was never fooling but it's my soul that is choking everything that I'm holding it's over me my body it's taking control what I do and what I faking the death I can be tasting and fire I can be feeling the sanity the sanity I'm fight for my sanity I need something to make me feel so worthy I need the wedge the demon living inside of me it's taken over it who gave authority to take over me yh I need some medication that is I gotta make decisions I own every thing no separation my word is the final decision enough of this senstation I'm taking over everything no confusion face my fears through mediation now I'm your doctor you my patient and I'm working on my patience and I don't wanna be souless I don't mind I just hate the process and the people tears by the grave yard no more yelling everywhere now silent a minute prayer with family and friends saying their tributes and shred a day tears I'm better than that I know yes so I'm putting this soul to check save me yh I need me to save me still burn me down #saveme #rapfame #trugods new hits😎😎