Gods always there

When I had my Doubts goin thru it all now now had the pain on my shoulders thru my life now seen half my family pass away now then I let the guilt creep in now am I really goin let the dark shit In my mind get tooo me now but I know one thing is for certain gods always there to help me hug me say it’s alright now shoulder your pain on me I get you thru it allll nooow I know it’s haaaard to understand why this is happening to yoou now but this isn’t the end I’ll be there to make you strong now nooow I knooow that god always there nooow I knoooow he goin be there to the end now so I know life isn’t bad now. Sure it was so dawn hard I wanted to end it now but I see the light and had a relapse sayen I was meant to be something then I knew I don’t wanna die anymore cause gods always there now