know me or not

Give me definition and unlimited amounts of people loving me and Call upon everybody who came before me and tell them to come and inject me and whatever they're smoking man I'm sick! indeed But I think you know that already You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already? You think you’re better allright? Cause nobody's seen what you’ve done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but bitch I fucking knew that already I ain't special But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human While you sit at home and the whole world can't watch what you're doing or follow and hate all your movements I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I'm sick enough I just might lose it to become judgey enough to become a hater yeah you think you know me better huhh beside that i think im taking long enough to dissable me but bitch i might be a sweeper If I was the one on the table pushing, giving birth to rap Maybe it was me Maybe you like all my music but don’t really actually love me think I’m sick I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic I got a problem hey i dont know what the hell you act complain to every shit and please stop being crazy crazily fast rapping and please continue to laugh You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you're saying, but My bad, I forgot you were fragile I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole I forgot that I’m the villain to every asshole i forgot that I’ve always spread positivity, but you think I didn't I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence I forgot I’m better off alone I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own I forgot I spend every waken second on my phone let me explain, you all help me financially gain But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain i don’t wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my fucking face what'd you expect? Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn’t see all of the disrespect? Do you think I’m not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I’m fucking weak and now I’m pleading Maybe you think I’m just too good and that I’m fucking cheating? [Outro] Or maybe, just maybe You're blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme Even though we all know I’m one of the best of all time Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't- Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league Stop saying I don’t believe in God just because you can’t read Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me