Needless to Say

Needless to say your fucking with a reject with mental decay got me feeling like a defect these drug that I take I wonder do I really need them the buds gotta stay but the other shit peace bitch you make me wanna take a cleaver to my sweet wrist and fuck me up in ways I didn't need like sleep dep and I peel up off my face Imprisoned here it seems yet the key is in my cage so how can I break free when I cant find a lock to save my life or see a keyhole the plot is thick and kinda strange and my plight is a deep one call me chip off the block in yo maze I can't seem to find the egress or remember how I came to enter this place I try picking up the pieces as they keep crumbling away you might think I need Jesus or to fall down and pray on my knees and plead with the powers that be if any entity sees fit to help me out that'd be great take this message and heed it I'll hang out and wait around the way for Devine intervention to begin I dont know what I believe in I keep looking for a sign but I still don't see one if there's one angel in the sky who sees me please come shed a little light on my mind and bring some peace into my life or i might become just another piece you can't find from a puzzle we've done at least a thousand times but never even finished once I get deeper then esteem does when I need to vent or scream cus I dont know if I'm living in a memory or dream son cus I can't remember shit and I never fall asleep much life can be a trip dont you ever wanna see what the other side is all I know is we don't cease to fully exist our bodies are meat suits holding within an unseen force that will always continue I've seen a couple ghosts and fought a few demons invisible to most but I've dodged and ducked the reaper been Givin visions of beyond where my lost loved ones each chill and since we're never really gone I know I'll see them again until then in every song I make ill tell them how I am whether I feel great or just okay or even all the way down I put I smile on my face either way cus im sick of this frown im alive and I will stay that way just as long as I can I'll rock the mic until I fade away cus this shits my jam hug my family every single day and say I love you just in case it's my last you never know when your time comes until you run out of breath so cherish your life and take care of yourself if I could put down this pipe it might be good for my health If I would practice what I preach it might be good for me as hell anyway I've run out of things to say so peace and much love I hope I see you around